This year have been inusual to me, for first time I have been be so conscient about my feeling and my interiority and respecting them, I am Growing up a lot each day, I can recognise me and live better with myself.
One of my biggest experiences of this semester was breaking up with my girlfriend. She was very important to me because she was my friend and my lover for 3 years. We made lots of trips and we had many good experiences together. I was so accostumed to spend time with her that, when I had to stay alone, I had to reconstruct my way of living. I am very intense and this was a big change to my life
When I had to rebuild my life I started with my family. Since I was a kid I started to stay aside from them. My ex-girlfriend was a refuge to a lot of problems that I tried to ignore. This is why breaking up with her was a chance to get close to my family. My mother has always been very important to me, she has always given me her love and now I can return her part of it. My sisters always make me happy and now I can spend more time with them both. I am the elder brother, so I have to be their friend and also someone that can provide help. I am very lucky to have my family but I never really realized it. All days are opportunities for change, to make our life more beautiful.
The last big affair of this year were my friends. They shine like stars in an infinite dark route. Each one of them is moving to different ways, however, the closest ones stand by your side, close to your path, because you are part of their path too. Reality can sometimes seem as a bad place, where the violence, the rage, the injustice are the feelings that reign. Nevertheless, this must not confuse us. As individuals we cannot let what is bad to rule over us . Love is way more, but it is very subtle and fragile. At this moment there are lots of people giving us their love, but sometimes we do not sense it. There are also millions of beautiful acts, from people who are also beautiful, but as we are blinded we do not sense them. Sadly we can only see what tears us apart.
When I had to rebuild my life I started with my family. Since I was a kid I started to stay aside from them. My ex-girlfriend was a refuge to a lot of problems that I tried to ignore. This is why breaking up with her was a chance to get close to my family. My mother has always been very important to me, she has always given me her love and now I can return her part of it. My sisters always make me happy and now I can spend more time with them both. I am the elder brother, so I have to be their friend and also someone that can provide help. I am very lucky to have my family but I never really realized it. All days are opportunities for change, to make our life more beautiful.
The last big affair of this year were my friends. They shine like stars in an infinite dark route. Each one of them is moving to different ways, however, the closest ones stand by your side, close to your path, because you are part of their path too. Reality can sometimes seem as a bad place, where the violence, the rage, the injustice are the feelings that reign. Nevertheless, this must not confuse us. As individuals we cannot let what is bad to rule over us . Love is way more, but it is very subtle and fragile. At this moment there are lots of people giving us their love, but sometimes we do not sense it. There are also millions of beautiful acts, from people who are also beautiful, but as we are blinded we do not sense them. Sadly we can only see what tears us apart.
Lucas I am sorry that you broke with your girlfriend, but you have so many friend to help you in the bad and the good moments. See you in class my friend :).
ResponderEliminaryou are a good friend, thanks for your support!
EliminarI think that many of the things that you think about today also month I am questioning them a lot, I hope that for everything that you are or you have been improving and it is like one of the best memories!
ResponderEliminarMaite, it is very beautiful know that you have the same reflections, I hope that we will can share our dubts. Thanks for your words my friend :)
EliminarMaybe it's because it's the end of the semester and the closing of some cycles, that your post made me reflect and it made me thrill :(
ResponderEliminarThanks for your words, are very important to me
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